nothingtowrite

2010-05-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

hey blog-o-blog... and to all my readers(if there are any)... how did you live in comatose? time to RELIVE IT UP AGAIN!!! these 2 weeks have been really REALLY crazy. swimming is held thrice a week from 5-7pm but my lesson ends at 6 so i can only come at 7. and ive also joined acapella which is on wednesday making me unable to go for swimming. and acapella ends at 10pm OMCRAPPPP!!! anyway, i know i will get through coz God will never give me more than i cant handle. :)

2010-04-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

19th Apr 10 (Mon)
first day of school, new beginnings, new modules, surprising experience. economics was my first lesson of the day and surprisingly, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i thank the Lord that my lecturer, ms. fong is hilarious and does her very best to make things easy for me. :) later, i had a 4-hr break and even aft touring every booth at the cca fair and waiting in a ridiculously long queue to buy NP t-shirts, i still have 2 hours to spare. in the end, i wasted my time sleeping away at the makan place. -.-' let me tell you one thing. im dying in MES (mech eco-system), i have no idea you needa ensure that you need to put at least one fan or one air-con in every single room in singapore(with the exception of the kitchen and toilet). it seems like its gonna be tough...

20th Apr 10 (Tues)
lessons back-to-back AHHHHH!!! had autoCAD(comp aided design) lesson today. it was pretty much worse than my IT lesson but i REALLY REALLY thank the Lord that i pulled through that lesson coz it was so DAMN DIFFICULT. i had to ask kat and the lecturer like 70% of the time to help me draw the building. but i cannot believe that i managed to pull through to the end. :D

21st Apr 10 (Wed)
slept in till 9.30am woots!!! did you have any idea how happy i was lol... anyway, went for piano and then interior design. interior design is kinda cool, pretty much like D&T. :)

22nd Apr 10 (Thurs)
wanted to go to the pool to swim but NOOOOOOOO, the place is closed on thurs for cleaning. hence, i went to the library and borrowed 'Charmbracelet', 'B2B' and 'Evolver'!!! they are really solid and they are AWESOME, they RAISED the standards of R&B by so much... unlike 'Rated R' which is such trash with the exception of 'Russian Roulette'. had luch with CherylLing and Joel, caught up a lot with them. had S&W later, boy aaronYeo, yulian and junjie went to volley together, by the time fyqah and i arrived at the place, there werent anymore vacancies for volleyball and swimming. thus, i ended up in wellness program which is gyming. guess i better buck up. :)

23rd Apr 10 (Fri)
only needed to come to school at 5pm only as there arent any tutorials on the first week. but it felt sort of a wasted trip as i needa attend for just an hour? come on...

2010-04-17T22:57:00.003+08:00

12th Apr 10 (Mon)
NP induction programme for SOE-BE faculty. and ive met my class, 1A02. there are 21 of us and there are like only 7 guys in my class. anyway, we have to play this extremely disgusting game called pass the pocky with our mouths. if that wasnt enough, we have to pass 2 other apples as well. i seriously gargled listerine the moment i gotten home. played loads of other ice-breakers such as 'double-wacko' and 'who, what, huh, i love you, thick-skinned'. later on, we had some mass games.

13th Apr 10 (Tues)
the class was reduced by half. played amazing race all around NP tdy. we walked all the way from SOE-BE to the HMS and then all the way to the pool etc. i was literally drained out from all that running and so on... really had a great time at orientation with every one of these ppl. its really a blessing to have them as my classmates and may we be free from all bitchiness and controversy. :)

2010-04-08T21:08:00.005+08:00

5th Apr 10 (Mon)
was elated to see kennethH as he has just returned from perth a few days ago and man was i excited to see the dude once again. watch 'clash of the titans' in 3D as audrey bought the tickets for us in advance. though the movie was ok(apart from the cheesy ending), i was extremely dissapointed with the graphics as it didnt even feel as if they were real. ive really wasted an extra $2.

6th Apr 10 (Tues)
met up with sarah at around 5+ and headed to the national library. sarah talked abt her meeting ethanRuan and 'AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'(ok that was exaggerated) but she felt like super excited when he touch her hand, 'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!' (exaggerated once again) but she told me how hard she actually tried to take a vid of ethan ruan and i saw that 20 second-long vid and see the many girls screaming over him twisting and turning and sarah went on telling me abt how tall and shuai he was lmao... went for ale's concert and she told us abt this guy from church that will be coming. aft the show, we met him and he gave FLOWERS to ale... sarah and i were like staring at each other. the 4 of us decided to take the MRT home but sarah and i stop at queenstown... LOL!!! :D

sigh... school is starting REAL soon :(

2010-04-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

ALE'S CONCERT + SARAH + ME - SHIT I FACE ON MONDAY = HAPPY AND BLESSED!!! :D

will talk abt it first thing in the morning. :)

2010-04-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

ok, today is easter sunday and of course, the Lord's day. i really tried not to be pissed off at my dad but he just keeps on talking incessantly abt his tux and the moment i try talking abt the message in church, he starts interupting the convo as usual and shuts me up by talking abt his own things. so we went to robinsons to collect his tux and there he goes bragging abt how he rocks and how many awards he has won. aft that, he goes abt criticizing my friends parents abt them being useless bums with no accolades when i DONT EVEN KNOW THEM MYSELF. what gives him the right to bash other ppl when his own professional life is such a flop. he comes back home aft we nap and start asking me to fix sodad me aircon remote control stand on the wall. im not much of a handyman but im still willing to learn but all he does is bash my every move and i admit that i may have screwed the hole wrongly, but what gives you thr right to be angry as if the whole world owes you a living. this is to my and im not sure is he is reading this but if he is, let me tell him one thing, NO ONE IS JEALOUS OF YOU. ppl dislike you coz you are one of the most snobbish ppl that they've met their entire life. and im sayin that as your son, you act like you know a lot and that attitude pisses ME off. there is not a single day in my life(and im not exaggerating) where i dont hear you criticizing others and praising yourself. im not that childish to be angry over doing something i dislike. im just sick of your attitude towards others. the multiplication of 2 negatives helps me derive a positive answer but 2 wrongs dont make a right. even if others insult you, you have no right to reciprocate the same way. as a son, its my duty to love you and i will have to fufill that but i NEVER want to be you when i grow up. i really didnt want to do business but i know getting such a degree will allow me to braden my options in this society. your behaviour irks me to extent that i want to live a simple-HEARTED life. and let me get this straight, i dont like ppl who are ARROGANT, bashing others is part of that characteristic. and let me get something else straight, dont bash others who dont listen you and blames you for being the problem coz you do the same to others. when someone tries to tell you abt your faults, you start flaring up and blame them for it. its amazing how those that criticize others are actually no different. before i go off, let me leave you with one verse.

Luke 14:11 (NIV)
For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted

this is a lesson ALL OF US needa learn so i hope you will open your eyes and SEE the truth. :)

2010-03-28T16:52:00.010+08:00

26th Mar 10 (Fri)

it has been ages since we've last meet up and boy am i elated we did coz it was a BLAST!!! it was a super rough day aft getting a tongue-lashing from my dad over some minor issue and was pissed off that he caused me to miss my earlier meeting with ale... so anyway, meeting them was like a remedy to my soul. anyway, we went to some restaurant with $11.90 set dinners and while i ordered sausage with pasta, the rest ordered baked rice... so common right??? anyway, chatted the night through, followed by shopping at TS/ntuc and then slacked at joy's place with loads of camwhoring and a super disney chick-flick. not to forget, sarah and _______ with their *uh-mmmmmm*, cant believe joy did that to poor sarah...lol they are really the best thing that happened to me in secondary school and they were always there for me throughout my lowest points. i thank the Lord once again for such wonderful ppl that ive met. :)

have to go for some plantation thingy on tues and register for the church camp like really really soon before the rooms are full. thank God there aint no piano lesson on wednesday. :)

anyway, im signing off with 1 super awesome vid from christina aguilera

christina aguilera - contigo la distacia/genie in a bottle(spanish)

2010-03-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

apart from my goal to swimming daily, i think ive been stayin at home the entire. life's weird when you are unemployed... :)

2010-03-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

12th-13th Mar 10 (Fri/Sat)
my last 2 days of work were spent very meaningfully. just as i entered into this line, im told myself that i will leave it treasuring every single second and every single scolding for whatever ive done, right or wrong. these 2.5 months have been the most fufilling experience of my life. apart from fairfield, this restaurant is probably another place that im reluctant to part with as it has strengthen me physically, mentally and most of all emotionally. it had also given me a load of first experiences. apart from receiving my first paycheck, ive also receive my first trip to bugis street, first time spilling hot tea on a lady, my first warning letter, the first time making ice lemon tea/brewing hot green tea and seating at the passenger's seat on the motorcycle home. i really wanna thank everyone even auntie SL for making my job experience so fruitful and wonderful. here are some of my photos...

random shots

min'er and i

Sapporo Special Miso Ramen aka signature dish

tryna take a view of the restaurant while min'er spoiled the photo... lol

boey and i

may and i

henry and i

karen and i

bye bishamon, will miss you terribly. :(

2010-03-03T23:21:00.004+08:00

Alicia Keys concert- World AIDS Day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsEappJHVd4

this concert is AWESOME!!! did i mentioned that she is one of my IDOLS. not only can she sing/play piano but she is also able to write her OWN music... not lyrics but music. i love her and seriously cant wait to buy her new album, 'the element of freedom'. im currently waiting for the prices to drop before i can buy it... lol

anyway, ive sent in my resignation letter which will take effect on the 14th March so until then, im sadly working and wont be able to update this blog. :(
anyway, sarah's coming to the shop tmr and on top of that, im opening so i will be turning in now buenos noches!!! :D

2010-02-03T23:50:00.008+08:00

let me talk abt one of the biggest celebrities in the entire music industry.

you name it... the person im talking about today is none other than multi-platinum superstar beyonce knowles. as all my readers know, im probably best-selling female group destiny's child's(DC's) number 1 fan in singapore and as my secondary school classmates would know, i would always be singing 'say my name' anytime, anywhere and everywhere. being 1/3 of the group and also, the most popular among the 3, it would be inevitable for me to talk abt her let alone singing every single one of their tracks. many of the ppl out there know that kelly and michelle arent as successful as bey due to the lack of promotion by beyonce's dad (DC's manager). thus, beyonce always manages to stay on top and even received the title(by her fans only) as the queen of R&B. but none really know abt the work she has faked which is also the reason why she is one of the biggest celebrities in the music industry. it is because she does EVERYTHING other artists does. ever wondered how familiar her ass-shaking dancemove is? yes... if you think abt it that dancemove was copied from shakira. she may be the biggest celebrity in the world and i wont deny that i dont dislike her but her values of lying/backstabbing/betraying ppl are downright wrong.

beyonce backstabbing her DC'mates

beyonce caught lying for writing 'if i were a boy'

claiming ownership for someone else's work is called stealing. i still like you but you aint no queen bee, you are a dissapointment. despite your album sales/talent, ive lost all my respect for you... :(

2010-02-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

apart from my job ive really nothing else to do. im so tired everyday after work that i dread going there at times. so i asked min er what chinese shows are gd and i really regretted asking her. my IQ drops by 10 points each time i watch it and the best part of it is that i like it... awesome. -__-

hi! my sweetheart

i seriously cannot believe that im watching another taiwanese show. i told myself that aft 'fated to love you', i would not watch another taiwanese show for the rest of my life and sadly, i was wrong. i cannot believe i actually like its unrealistic, uncanny and has an extremely far-fetched storyline. yet, i still like it for it has some sort of x-factor i guess. anyway, im getting my very first paycheck this friday woots!!! aft cancellation of my CPF, i should earn approx $700-$900. :D

watch the grammys and man, beyonce won 6 grammys. i sorta love-hate beyonce b'coz as a singer i think she earned those awards but as a dancer and as an overall artist, i dont think she deserves ANY of these awards i mean, look at how much she copies and even have the nerves to claim that she is ORIGINAL. she put butt pads as she wanna follow j.lo and even tried dancing like shakira to the extend that she copies every single one of her dance moves and even claimed that she wrote 'if i were a boy' in an interview. :(

anyway, its getting very late so im abt to turn in soon, gd night!!! :D

2010-01-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

8th Jan 10 (Fri)
PROM WAS THE BOMB!!! :D had such a great time with my mates and stuff, i will let the photos speak their thousands of words...

in summary we camwhored the night through, danced to 'good girls go bad' and 'i gotta feeling' as if we were at MOS and camwhored some more as once again, i shall say that it was a BLAST!!! :D

11th Jan 10 (Mon)
man, the day where the results for our Os are released. the tension in the hall, was undeniable. though we werent frightened to the point that all we could hear were the crickets, we facaded our fear through whining and hining and before you know it BAM!!! there were tears of sorrow as well as joy. there were also exclaimations of laughter and happiness while other heaved a sigh of relieve but one thing's for sure... none of us managed to compose ourselves. but im thankful with my results and even if i failed badly, i know that this is the plan God has for me so to all those whove done badly im gna share a verse with you.

Romans 8:28 (NIV)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

so just know that this is the Lord's plan. i know that i may not have the right to say anything so i hope you listen to the Lord's word. He went through the same pain(or even worse) you are going through by sending Jesus to die on the cross so i hope that the verse above will be able to comfort you. :)

2010-01-06T12:44:00.002+08:00

this message is for someone whom ive known for a long while:
im saying this to you so that you would learn from your mistake and most importantly, ACT and BEHAVE as a christian and not just proclaim to be one using bible verses only to your benefit. before i start saying anything i want you to know that i dont hold anything against you or trying to make a personal attack against you coz if you think of it this way, then my purpose for trying to enforce God's word would be meaningless. first of all,

Romans 12:16 (NIV)
Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

God CLEARLY tells us to do our very best to live in peace with EVERYONE, and you are always doing the exact opposite. which is why you are always very nice to the 'cool' kids such as russell, riaz and jeanette and you are always showing your foul attitude to whom you think as 'losers'. when ppl you dislike try talking to you, you simply give them a cold shoulder and start walking away. is this the type of behaviour God will accept? did God ever allow you to give ppl a cold shoulder? if not then why are you doing it? just b'coz you 'dont like' the person... which brings me to my second point.

Luke 6:35 (NIV)
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.

now Jesus tells to LOVE, love and LOVE only. Jesus did not say that we are allowed to 'dislike' let alone to hate ppl. i really cant stand the fact that you are tellin ppl that you dont like P for what he/she did to you in the past and that is absolutely against the bible for that's a sin. youve once told me that it is not easy but wait a minute... if it were that easy to love, why would God specifically tell to LOVE our enemies, let alone those we dislike. it's exactly because it is difficult to love the unlovable/those who've done wrong to us thats why we are told to do such.

to end my post, i will leave you with another verse:

Ephesians 4:32 (NIV)
Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you

i hope for the very best that you will learn from you mistake and render the fruit of spirit mentioned in galatians and i do hope that you will be able to treat other ppl in your new poly/JC/uni differently from how you treat ppl in the past 5 years so may the Lord bless you and keep you. :)

2010-01-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!! im so happy that its my day off tmr WOOTS!!! :D

will blog more tmr...

vocal range

2010-01-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

my three favourite female singers...

Michelle Williams

Michelle Williams - Best Vocal Performances

Kelly Rowland aka BFF backstabbed by beyonce...

Kelly Rowland - Emotions (her powerhouse solo starts at 3:10)

and of course...

Mariah Carey

Mariah Carey - Through the Rain

Mariah Carey - I want to Know what Love is

2010-01-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

30th Dec 09 (Tues)
I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!! and i really wanna thank the Lord for getting me a job before the end of this year coz he answered my prayer. :)

30th Dec 09 (Wed)
it was an extremely LONG and crazy for me. went out with church'mates in the daytime to west-coast park. played with the flying fox and the spider-web... and i cant even make it to the top haha!!! flew kites, played frisbee and taboo-s'pore edition which joanne AKA ah-ma knew at the back of hand as the cards were HERS... lol!!! XD

went for jeanette's BBQ party at night and met up with my classmates... boy do i miss them!!! :D

31st Dec 09 (Wed)
today was my first day of work... the good news, the ppl there at funan mall are really patient with me and the ppl were really jovial and kind. the bad news, their english-literacy is a little... substandard and thus i had problems trying to understand them. however, i had a great time working with my colleagues and i felt i did not need to hide anything from these guys!!!

the minute i finished dinner, i rushed off to church immediately for the watchnight service. sat with giddy and timo and celebrated the new year singing to the countdown at 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

1st Jan 10 (Today)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! went home to sleep as i was going to work at great world today. man i really dislike working there... the ppl there really have almost zero knowledge of english and working there is super tiring... cant wait to go back to funan tmr!!! :D

2009-12-29T21:39:00.004+08:00

my 3rd-favourite character from glee

Jenna Ushkowitz as Tina

Glee Cast (Tina) - True Colours

Glee Cast - True Colors from Bárbara Letter on Vimeo.

like her sweet, angelic and melacholy voice... :)

2009-12-24T22:05:00.007+08:00

Amber Riley as Mercedes

Glee Cast(Mercedes)- Hate on Me

Glee - Hate On Me from Mira on Vimeo.

Glee Cast(Mercedes/Artie)- Crazy in Love

Glee Cast - Crazy In Love/ Hair from Bárbara Letter on Vimeo.

Glee Cast(Mercedes/Artie)- Proud Mary

Proud Mary | Glee epi9 from Erika Ramilo on Vimeo.

Glee Cast(Mercedes)- And I am telling you

Glee - And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going from Vinicius Paraiba on Vimeo.

Glee Cast(Rachel/Finn)

Glee Somebody to love from Mira on Vimeo.

LOVE THE NOTE AT 1:55!!! :D

okay, i shall admit that im a total GLEEK and i wont deny that my favourite character is mercedes coz she's so (like what darren often says) EPIC OWNAGE!!! :D

YF Camp'09

2009-12-22T22:08:00.003+08:00

14th Dec 09 (Mon)
arrived church at 6pm and checked in... met johnL, ben and darrenF and had dinner... mixed rice -__-". had a briefing on info for the next few days and had our own free time for the rest of the night. i guess there wasnt much on the first night.

15th Dec 09 (Tues)
played angel and mortal and went through another message on what are we supposed to do as priests on this earth. played loads of games such as pass the parcel and designing of our game-group flag.

16th Dec 09 (Wed)
had a workshop on how to study the bible and played treasure hunt/amazing race at night. man, ryan and timL were scary lol!!! :D

17th Dec 09 (Thurs)
we had a message today on 'the role and reponsibilities of a priest'(Romans 12: 1-8)

1)Required Sacrifice-YOU

Romans 12:1-2

the 2 verses tell us to actually be the LIGHT of this world... and not part of it
live ONLY for God
He will then exalt you

2)Required Outlook-Lowliness

Romans 12:3

We must adopt a stance of submission to everyone else
God only gives grace to the humble
Only truth works and counts
we are sinners saved by grace as we only contribute sins to our salvation
thus, we ourselves are the worst sinners we know

3)The Required Teamwork

Romans12:4-5

God gave us different gifts in order to work together hand in hand as christians
thus, we should not be envious of one another's gifts and appreciate our own

4)The Required Effort

Romans 12:6-8/ 1 Corinthians 12:7

Serve God with EVERYTHING we have
most imptly, for God's sake NOT personal pleasure

5)The Required Prerequisite

Romans 12:9/1 Corinthians 12:14-31

We must be love sincerely/genuinely
attracting a talent with no love would make one an irritant
speak with love or else we are NOTHING...

had a wonderful BBQ night with my church'mates cooking beef bulogi(if thats how you spell it) and marshmallows apart form the chicken wings and sausages.

was pissed with some of the ppl there... oh well no one's perfect. :(

18th Dec 09 (Fri)
last day... :(

cleaned up the dorms and went home.

this is my first church camp and i wanna say that its been super thrilling and i had a wonderful experience with all my church'mates (though i was a lil' piss at some of them). i really felt that there was a bond that was really special among all of us and the messages were very constructive to our daily lives so... thank God for this YF camp'09. :D

will upload photos some other day but for now... adidos!!! :D

2009-12-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

Beyond the Realm of Conscience

im simply intrigued by the storyline EVERY SINGLE EPPY IS COMPELLING!!! every move of the malicious villain, every minute of the scandal and every single conversation down to the very last detail sets you thinking. the script is so fresh, original and something no one would ever expect unlike some singaporean dramas (no offence...) where the only way for the girl to be miserable to get attacked for example, 'together'. where jeanette aw couldnt get enough abuse from in 'the little nyonya' and thus her character got raped... AGAIN. s'porean scriptwriters need more inspiration, there are so many ways for the girl to be miserable...

2009-11-30T14:45:00.008+08:00

23rd Nov 09 (Mon)
today was the class chalet which ive waited centuries for...went darren's house at around 12+ so siong's sis could fetch us to the newton MRT so that we could head to the tanah merah one. at around 5. OMGOOOOSH!!! the chalet is seriously the nicest chalet ive seen in years. it has a swing placed on a super green garden overlooking the sea. there's a 14-inch LCD tv in the living room and super comfy BEDS upstairs. bowled with darren later in the night and im so thrilled with my 2 strikes and 3 spares!!! :D

24th Nov 09 (Tues)
swam with darren and shane in the morning and went to the sauna... i could hardly breathe in that place and i cant believe that i actually survived inside that place where all you are able to breathe is evaporated water condensing with the ceiling thus making our only source of oxygen to come in liquid form. surprisingly, we managed to survive 10 minutes inside there. played pool in the afternoon and went for a dip once more with kennethC aft going the beach with joel to build a sandcastle. during the night, missYeo, mrTan and missThio arrived and joined us for praise&worship. missYeo and mrTan made their speeches and missYeo even invited us to her house for the nxt CNY woots!!! at the end of the night, the class committee gave all of us an autograph book each to collect everyone's signature which we did so for the rest of the night.

25th Nov 09 (Wed)
last day of class chalet... bused with darren home and off to piano and melbourne.

im gonna stop here but before im off here are some photos at class chalet. :)

preparing fir BBQ

random photos

2009-11-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

19th Nov 09 (Thurs)
went out with ale and joy for dinner at IMM's fish & co to catch up with our lives and what we've been doing for the past few months. its really great to see them once more as they really make my day, helping me appreciate sweetness in the bitterness. went to sarah's house later as she was sick and played wii-music and it was the BOMB!!! joy initated a stayover at her place nxt month... cant wait!!! :D

joy, me and ale

me, ale , sarah and joy at sarah's house

20th Nov 09 (Fri)
went to darren's bday lunch at taka's seoul garden and had a great time with the shengwei, joel, XX, siongli, kenneth and nicholas. i was so bloated despite taking only 1 plate of of raw chicken to cook while joel/XX's stomach was ENORMOUS as they took around 3 HUGE servings of not only chicken but BEEF and werent exactly very bloated. ive to say that i really look up to them for eating so much. i cannot believe im saying this but i actually really love LAN-ing aft playing L4D with the guys. i felt the thrill playing as the infected guy and laughed when i was sucking life out of the human... call me a sadist but i think i would start playing L4D more often but i do hope i would be able to find cheap LAN-gaming centres with super-fast computers. :)

21st Nov 09 (Today)
went to sucheng's house to have FUN FUN FUN!!! though we slacked a lot, napped a lot and watch loads of 'desperate housewives', such simple and mundane activities are being so interesting with sucheng. :D

me and sucheng

ok that pretty much it for today so im turning in now, buenos noches!!! :D

2009-11-21T00:56:00.002+08:00

Beyond the realm of Conscience

HOOKED ONTO THIS TVB DRAMA!!! :D

2009-11-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

Monologue - Taylor Swift

this is funny!!! :D

2009-11-11T17:47:00.002+08:00

BSB medley- Backstreet Boys

Gospel medley (Walk with Me) - Destiny's Child

im so in love with acapella music!!! its amazing how ppl can just sing their way throughout the entire song without the absence of using any other instruments apart from their vocals to make background music.

anyway, Os are FINALLY OVER!!! im so happy and i wanna thank God for putting an end to this mundane, challenging and super tough obstacle. :D

2009-11-06T16:52:00.004+08:00

DARNIT!!!! kelly rowland's 'when love takes over' was defeated by beyonce's 'halo' at the MTV Europe awards for best song. kelly rowland, 加油!!! youve got a super big fan here in spore that LOVE your music. im ensuring that you will win beyonce at WMAs this year!!! :D

moving on, Os are almost over. the nxt paper is nxt wed so im gna relax a little. been watching a new US series called 'glee' and it ROCKS, cant wait for the nxt eppy to come out!!! :D

anyway, gna call ale/joy/sarah out aft exams, maybe on the 17th, going out with darren, and australia on the 25th nov. cant wait for class chalet to start!!! :D

2009-10-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

went to joy's house tdy and it was THE BOMB!!! managed to walk down memory lane with sarah and joy and catch up loads at her place and thank God for sych a reunion. :D

23 more days to Os, blogging less coz i gotta MUGGG!!!

signing off...

sincerely
Liam :)

2009-09-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

14th Sept 09 (Mon)
so glad to be back in school after a week of rejuvination in aussie. received my papers and boy oh boy, my heart leapt so high as if i were taking a roller coaster ride. these are two examples:

amath paper2: 72/100
amath paper1: 28/80

ss SBQ: 19/25
ss SEQ : 12/25

heres is my prelim L1R5: 24
L1R4: 18

ok 10 more points to strike down MUGGG!!!

15th Sept 09 (BITRHDAY!!!)
just wanna say thanks to all who wished me happy bday!!! :)

shoutouts: sarah, shengwei, chelle, cherylL, kaeshin, cherylY, russell, abigail, riaz, desmond, jingxia, benW, darren, siong, joel, XX, melanie, eric, jonathan, whomever else ive missed out. :D

16th Sept 09 (Wed)
cant believe i survived another piano lesson woots!!! :D

17/18th Sept 09 (Thurs and today)
blog abt it tmr...

ive been feeling very down lately, i dunno why but im just too afraid to open up to anyone right now. and by trying not to show my diffidity, i ended up reverting to some of my old habits. many probably heard of the phrase 'once bitten, twice shy'. although 5A'09 is like a family to me despite the problems we gone through together, ive been hurt/scarred before. true, i do my best to love them dearly. yet, how do one render love actively to his/her classmates without being afraid of getting scarred once more? i lived in fear for half of last term and this entire week, im afarid to say even just a word as words are able to pierce through your heart like a thrusted knife into your chest. oh well, i now have a weekend to rejuvinate so thank God for that!!! :D so anyway, i gotta go now bueno noches!!! :D

2009-09-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

4th Sept 09 (Fri)
im sry SIA but emirates ROCK 10 TIMES more!!! firstly, i do not smell any horrible scent of airplane on the airplane. secondly, they give colgate toothbrushes and toothpaste instead of the airline branded ones. thridly, there are like over 100 movies to choose from and im not exagerating. watch 'street fighter: chunli', 'x-men: wolverine' and 'bride wars'. next, the seat is like 3 time the size of butt which means that the seat in business class are like bigger. now the not so good news, I LOST MY HP!!! out of all place it has to be in a foreign country like australia with all my music inside there, MAN!!! :(

5th Sept 09 (Sat)
went to sis' church today haizzz... i'll drop the subject..

6th Sept 09 (Today)
dreaded aft-church bible-study with sisters today... went shopping around australian suberbia thereafter, nothing much to see i guess.

ok thats pretty mch abt my week filled with ups and downs. signing of now buenos noches!!! :)

2009-09-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

hey readers!!! just so you know, im currently at the airport departing for melbourne to meet my sisters(sighs)... on a brighter note im glad that i'll be meeting them as i wont be meeting them this december. anyway, i gonna board the plane in exactly 19 minutes time so bueno noches!!! :)

2009-08-27T18:36:00.002+08:00

19th Aug 09 (History/Amath-2)
history was kinda tedious, i had absolutely no idea what to do for SBQ. fearing that i read too much into the picture causing myself to lose marks, i just wrote whatever that came out of my mind. yet it, it was still hard to do so as i didnt touch anything related to the cuban missile crisis. as for the SEQ, i had no idea why i wanted to the question on gorbachev which im not completely with while the stalin question can be easily executed. not feeling good abt this paper. :(

as for amath, it was a difficult paper for us. unless we did the purple-coloured assesement given to us, that is. it was manageable generally, but the sums are extremely 'qianbian'... -__-

21st Aug 09 (Science-Phy)
QIANBIAN PAPER!!! :@

26th Aug 09 ('O'English Oral)
SUPER NERVOUUS SEH!!! but i now i feel as i just heave all the fatique out my mind. :D

27th Aug 09 (Science-MCQ)
THE GRAND FINALE WOOTS!!! the paper was super easy lorh HALLEUJIAH!!! went for breakfast at macs with darren and siongli thereafter. :D

ok, thats pretty much it for today so adiods!!!

2009-08-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

14th Aug 09 (SS paper)
SS paper was like extremely tedious. i spent like an hour on SBQ better proceeding on to SEQ. man was my hand aching at the end of the stupid paper!!! :X

17th Aug 09 (English)
PAPER 1 : SUPER DIFFICULT!!! :(
PAPER 2 : SUPER EASY!!! :D

18th Aug 09 (Science-Chem)
im not sure whether its actually the prelims coz its SUPER DUPER EASY HALLEUJAH!!! :)
went to eat curry chicken with joel, xx, gwenn, and ks afterwards. its super worth it as they give you 1 giantic drumstick with one more small one and a chicken wing for just $3.50!!! :D

anyway, history and amath 2 exam would be held tmr and since its 14 mins till the new day starts, im gna turn in now so buenos noches!!! :D

2009-08-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

7th Aug 09 (Fri)

had the national day celebration, camwhored loads in class as usual!!! :D

8th Aug 09 (Sat)

stayed at home the whole day...

9th Aug 09 (Today)

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

ok so im now blogging aft church, how exciting wooo?!!! X(
anyway, im going out with ale and sarah to tiong and catchup loads, looking forward to it, so thats pretty much abt tdy!!! :D

sigh... prelims are gonna start this coming friday. although im not afraid of it, but im not studying hard for it, so gotta mugg ASAP byee!!! :D

2009-08-05T23:41:00.001+08:00

hey bloggie!!! havent been touching you for 2 months and how i miss you!!! :D
anyways, apart for mugging for the Os, ive to mug for my piano exams to prevent the most feared thing ever...

GOING TO MELBOURNE!!! X(

i thank GOD for making school trying and fufilling for me as it has been a bumpy term for me. :D

2009-06-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

100TH POST!!!

anyway ive watch this short film and ive re-learnt one very important thing...

~~WASTING FOOD~~

film festival: green unplugged - best short film/ ppl's choice
ala carte chicken

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

its extremely touching!!!

2009-06-14T21:41:00.004+08:00

10th June 09 (Wed)
went to school to consult mrE for SS remedial and then mugged till dusk

11th June 09 (Thurs)
went to school once again and studied with shengwei, XX, chelle, darren and siongli. thanks darren's mother for the ride home!!! :D

12th June 09 (Fri)
SUNDAY SCHOOL CLASS OUTING WAS THE BOMB!!!
played cluedo and bang! which i ended up losing first in every round. -__-'

13th June 09 (Sat)
2 missionaries came to church and shared some of their experiences they went through in kenya.

WESTERN KENYA
the first missionary is married to a kenyan who works very closely with the church which is 2km away from where she lives. while she drives to the church located at the top of the mountain, the kenyans can run through the muddy field in just 15 minutes. whats more the PA system over there really SUCKS!!! in order for PnW to progress, they have to use a keyboard which is operated by a car battery.

SOUTHERN KENYA
the word 'rape' does not exist in the dictionary of the southern kenyans. it is an honour for women offer themselves men. the men there are so promiscuous that women are treated like library books to have fun with under the women dad's consent. men over there have 4-5 wives with over 10-20 children. women can be expecting at the age of 13-15. the missionary(a nurse) told us abt how she handled 2 pregnant teenagers in labour at 3am at night. with only 3 untrained assistants, and one of the mothers passing out, she really thanked the Lord that she managed to saved the 2 mothers and 2 daughters without the need of operating on the mother who passed out.

14th June 09 (Thurs)
loads of pressure on me today!!! as a horrendous liar, joy & sarah wanted me to lure ale out for the surprise bday celebration. so i called ale, pretending to ask her for her french curve and i sorta gave myself away considering ale's super SHARP hearing.

me: hello! can you i meet you at 2pm today around you house?
ale: you mean downstairs?
me: yes! WE will be coming

aft hanging up, joy scolded me for being such a bad liar haha!!! XD
despite all the clues ive given ale, she still didnt expect anything and weve SUCCEEDED!!! had fun surprising ale :D

me, sarah, joycelyn, aletheia

the 4 of us were so close last year and now, we are all living separate lives. ale is now furthering her studies at NAFA, joy in sjc-tennis (becoming the nxt serena williams!!! XD) and sarah in NP.
as for me, im still taking my Os in sec5 waiting for my turn to go through what they had been through. im really thankful to God for our reunion!!! :D

Dearest Father in Heaven
i asked that even though the 4 of us may lead separate lives now, we would be a able to keep the friendship between the 4 of us strong/stronger . pls help us put you in the centre of our relationship and help stay in contact for the years to come. :)
I ask for this in Jesus's name
Amen

2009-06-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

3rd June 09 (Wed)
the first day of VBS was EXTREMELY hectic!!! ran around the entire church like a lunatic cleaning two floors of the entire building. had to first ensure that all teachers have sufficient materials for their lessons and then sweep/mp the entire place after their lessons end. ate lunch in 10 mins and off to the EL seminar.
EL seminar was quite useful as they gave me writing tips on how to write a philosophical discussion. :D

4th June 09 (Thurs)
had to clean up some 4-year-old's vomit... enough said.
anyway, i rushed to study camp as fast as i could. as i did not even pack the night before, ithrew whatever i needed inside my back and forgotten bringing my hp charger. thank God gwenn brought hers or else i wouldnt think i would survive without a handphone.
went to camp, met my c'mates and studied. during the nighttime, we played a game where we were blindfolded and only had a string to guide us along. i fell like 3 times in a role and all that gamemaster(whom i still dunno up till now) laugh at me! XD after completing the game, i went disturbing other who have yet to complete and while i was poking with melanie, she release the string and grabbed hold of my shirt shouting 'WHO ARE YOU?!' which made me laugh like crazy.

5th June 09 (Fri)
spending the night with my c'mates playing bridge, sleeping in the parade square, gazing at the stars while chatting will be something i nvr forget even as i look back 10 years down the road, i will always remember that night. :)

6th June 09 (Sat)
HAPPY BDAY FATHER!!! :D

7th June 09 (Sun)
memorable message by revW

8th June 09 (Mon)
mugging day. thank God i managed to pull my performance off at piano lesson for i dint practise for quite a while phew!!! :D

9th June 09 (Today)
went to swim 20 laps consecutive today woots!!! i feel so free and easy in the water like there nothing stopping me. i shall aim to swim everyday from now on. :D

2009-06-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

love the CK spring collection'09

CK spring summer'09

however, i believe that the entire red and yellow suits ruin the collection. apart from that, im REALLY CRAZY over the jackets!!! :D

2009-05-31T18:09:00.002+08:00

its been a LONG LONG WHILE since i last blogged due to loads of stress i was under during the mid-years period and the post mid-years periods as this is is my O lvl year and i could hardly breathe. so here are my overall results for the first half of the year.

amath-A2
science-C6
SS(H)-B3
english-B4

anyway, now it is the holidays but that means MORE MUGGING!!! in addition to that im gna have a SUPER DUPER DUPER BUSY week ahead.

MONDAY
1)ordering mee goreng for study camp - order no: 32
2)meeting for VBS - im the level head (9am-12pm)
3)MUGGING!!!
4)practise piano
5)study camp prep

TUESDAY
1)packing for camp
2)meeting for VBS (2-6pm)
3)MUGGING!!!
3)piano

WEDNESDAY
1)VBS
2)EL seminar

THURSDAY
1)VBS
2)Study Camp

FRIDAY
1)study camp
2)collect mee goreng

SATURDAY
1)end of study camp
2)church

Dearest Father in Heaven
I pray that you would able to grant me perserverance throughout this week. Help me Lord do everything for you and for your will Lord. i ask for the strength to make the study camp a success and for our class unity to strengthen. i c not only commit but more importantly, surrender all that i am and all i have into thy very precious hands.
In Jesus' most precious name we pray
Amen

2009-05-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

Michelle Williams - Do You Know

she is an extremely wonderful gospel singer!!! :D

Michelle Williams - Do You Know
I hate to see you cry

It's like your world torn apart

Just know that God faithful

He'll heal your wounded heart

[Hook:]

He knows the things that lie ahead to come your way

Keep standing on his promises

Believing what he says

[Chorus:]

Do you know he is here

He will neva

Hold on be strong

He is gonna do, do just what he says

[Verse 2:]

I hate to see you cry cry

It's like you can't move on

Just know that God is faithful

He'll guide you through storm

[Hook:]

[Chorus:]

[Bridge:]

Oh let himInto your heart

He's knocking at your doorSo let him in

So lift up your head oh oh

Up to the sky

I know in Him He has the power to change your life

He is here

He will never let you down

You gotta hold on

Be strong

[Verse 3:]

Oh do you know he here

Do you know he is here

Said he loves you

He loves you

He loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

He is here He will never

never let you down

Hold on

Be Strong

2009-05-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

4th May 09 (EL Paper)
quite a tricky paper. i only wrote a 136 words for the summary which worries me for ive a feeling that i may fail. :(

5th May 09 (Sci-Chem Paper)
surprisingly EASY!!! :D

6th May 09 (Sci-Phy Paper)
unexpectedly DIFFICULT!!! X( thank God that breakfast with chelle and cherylL at fusion cheered me up loads!!! :)

7th May 09 (History Paper)
the entire paper drove me into LUNACY!!! i scribbled my way through the paper like a citizen of woodbridge hospital going DERANGED!!! XP

th May 09 (Science-practical)
surprisingly easy. played loads of games with my dear classmates during quarantine. it was THE BOMB!!! :D

2009-05-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

my favourite female singer...

bianca ryan

she sang like that when she was 11 and now she is 14 WONDERFUL SINGER!!! :D

2009-05-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

went to study with XX, shengwei and gwenn today at queenstown library to study history. we could not find a seat when we first arrived and we resorted to seating on the floor at the quiet-reading room in which we are not allowed to discuss in. an hour or so later, i scouted around the whole library a second time anf finally...

TADA!!!

we finally found a table at THE CHILDREN'S SECTION which made super tall ppl like XX to complain how uncomfy his legs were haha! XD

after which, gwenn, XX and i went to clementi cityvibe's mos burger for tea and had a long chat about our 5 years here and for the 2 of them, reminiscing the old primary school days. oh ya! ive just bought David archuleta's album as i was waiting for the prices to drop and thank God that it now only costs $16.90!!! lvin the album. :)

ok, i needa turn in for sunday school tmr so adidos! :)

2009-05-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

27th Apr 09 (Mon)
i think i screwed up my SS exam. i couldnt really answer to the point and ive a feeling that i went out of point. :(

28th Apr 09 (Tues)
boring day... dinner at ikea with mother was the BOMB!!! :D

29th Apr 09 (Wed)
stayed in school to study! thank God there isnt any piano today coz practising piano is DRAINING OFF ALL MY ENERGY!!! X(

30th Apr 09 (Thurs)
i just cant believe that shengwei's family would spend $600 on amath tuition alone. its absolutely crazy coz there are definitely better tutors out there with the fee they offer like a thrid of the current payment he is paying now. its just $600 on amath tuition alone sounds ridiculous!!! oh well, as long as he benefits from it everything else is secondary. its just that the fees are $600!!! XP

1st May 09 (Today)
out with cousins at tampinies1!!! :D

ok thats it for this week coz im gotta MUGGGG for the MYES coming up next week so i wont be blogging often. buenos noches!!! :D

2009-04-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

25th Apr 09 (Fri)
i cant i smoothly did my sci(chem) practical as im usually bad at it so praise the LORD! :D stayed in school and study with classmates in our form classrm. had agreat time studying and crapping with you guys! :)

26th Apr 09 (Sat)
played captains ball with church'mates! :D

27th Apr 09 (Sun)
mugged SS the entire afternoon! XP

okay g2g sleep now for SS exam tmr, SCAREDDDD!!! so buenos noches. :)

2009-04-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

21st Apr 09 (Mon)
another mundane week. i cannot believe i did aerobics for PE. it was seriously funny coz i was unable to coordniate my body movement and the excercises were so funny that my tummy ached more than my shoulders! XD anyway, one thing that i did that you wont expect is that ive signed up for a street jazz classes which only cost $38 for 6sessions. ive shocked most ppl when they i told them abt it due to my un-sporty personality. although i did went for an operation 3 years go and my current condition is not as stable as im not able to run for long, i believe that this would be a great chance to learn something new yet not too strenuous at the same time.

22nd Apr 09 (Tues)
nothing much...

23rd Apr 09 (Wed)
CHEM TEST WAS DIFFICULT(i think im gna die for gd X()!!! on a brighter I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT IVE SURVIVED PIANO LESSON!!! i was super scared as i hadnt been practising for the past few days due to the ongoing tests ive been studying for. THANK THE LORD!!! if it wasnt for Him my piano teacher would quit on me by now. :)

24th Apr 09 (Thurs)
history test:made it in the nick of time phew!!! >_<
amath test: surprisingly interesting

2009-04-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

today has been a seriously LONG EVENT FUL DAY for me as i had to wake up at 6 in the morning to attend the easter service at in church which starts at 7 and the morning rush was crzy coz i was still late eventually... anyway, ate easter breakfast with russell and the SS gang chatting and crapping away. afterwards, i helped nicholas, gideon, timo, joash and timF in making spot-check of the materials required for the upcoming VBS in June. later, i met up with deborahL, joey and yiwei by coincidence in the library and had a great time with the peeps down reminicsing the past and all the great times we had in FMSS.

the times i have in FMSS is really very limited and from now on, im going to make sure that every single second i have left in here will be made the best out of everything God does through me!!! :D

2009-04-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

10th Apr 09 (Good Fri)
went to meet missYeo tdy as she has invited the whole class for her gd friday party to commerate the death of our Lord. magicians were probably hired at the party to stun us with magic tricks and boy were they absolutely mind-blowing. there was 1 hilarious scenario where shane almost exposed one of the magicians tricks. while the magician was trying to make the card fly, shane saw something underneath his nose and thought that it was his mucus. he then told him there is something underneath his nose and wanted to help him wipe away his mucus. the class then chided him to remain seated! XD aft the party, our entire class went bowling at the safra club and for a noob like me, I MANAGED TO GET MY FIRST STRIKE WOOTS!!! i seriously nvr felt so happy before in my entire life. was really glad to spent gd friday with my classmates, mrTan and missYEO. :D

11th Apr 09 (Today)
went to church today and learnt abt prayer and consecration and boy ive learnt so much more than just the obvious! will blog abt this some other time.

aft yesterday's outing with my classmates and the two form teachers, i actually begin to wonder abt the road ahead of all of us. throughout these 5 years, be it laughter or sadness, fellowship or quarrels, friendship or enmity, ive been with these ppl and even though we still lack the effort to know each other, ive began to realize that every single one is more impt to me than i thought. half of my classmates been with me since sec1, a quarter since sec2, and eighth since sec3 and the remaining whom i only didnt spent my sec2 with in the same class. im too deeply rooted to this class and im really wondering what is gonna happen after 2009 sigh...

2009-04-08T19:59:00.001+08:00

hey peeps! long time no blog but oh well ive loads to do. once again signing offf without much time left avedecci!!! :D

2009-03-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

24th Mar 09 (Tues)
got back my report book and these are my results.

Amath - 86.1
Science - 76.0
CH - 69.2
English - 52.5

i know that i should feel blessed for the results gave although im quite dissappointed with my english and my combined humans. :(

25th Mar 09 (Wed)
im like seriously sick for going for piano lessons at this point in time i mean, this year is my Os for nuts and instaed of taking this away, my parents took choir out of my life. i seriously have no time to practise piano. just when my parents are thinking that choir is affecting my studies, my piano THEORY EXAM IS IN OCT which is during my Os, how smart is that. now ive to study for both my academics and theory during this period how PERFECT!!! X(

26th Mar 09 (Thurs)
had a fire drill tdy and man was it time-consuming, thank God that this is just a one-time thingy.

27th Mar 09 (Fri)
went out with XX and cherylL for lunch aft sch and did some heart-to-heart talking which made me felt as if there was a sense of belonging in sch. :D

28th Mar 09 (Sat)
went to sch tdy to paint the wall in our ckassroom. afterwards, i went to church for loving/caring day.

29th Mar 09 (Today)
went to church today and ive to say that the message was... unique. i shant judge ppl preaching coz i myself cant do a better job so im gna suppress my feelings until it is gone.

2009-03-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

ive been thinking a lot lately abt my spiritual walk in 2009, how i got through my depression of the absence of 大姐大, the person who stood by me whenever i was down, joycelyn, the friend which ive been through trials with and happy jovial sarah, the one who nvr fails to cheer me up with craziness but i was in pain. somehow, God managed to drive away all that emptiness and have brought me an extremely caring and sacrificial friend like shengwei and answered my prayers of being forgiven and pardoned by the ones whom i once hurt. despite having all my prayers answered and all my problems resolve, i feel as if im drifting away from God as i begin reading the bible less frequently and worse still, conforming back to my sinful habits such as gossiping. im feeling rather vexed with myself as i just simply cant stop sinning and having received much, i feel as if ive done nothing and on the contrary, ive been continuously sinning and became the pot calling the kettle black telling other not to sin when i myself am no different.

Dear Father,
i come to you tdy Lord for repentance. i havent been doing my best telling others abt your word, preaching to them of what youve done, disobeying your commandments, living through you testimonies. i ask that you will be able to search my heart and cleanse me from my sins. i also pray for all my friends dear Lord that their spiritual hunger for the wisdom would be able to grow day by day. may you pls grant all my friends safety and as they face through their own sets of trials and tribulations, pls be able to guide them into the path which you want them to seek. i commit everything now into thy very precious hands.
In Jesus name we pray,
Amen.

2009-03-20T17:04:00.002+08:00

16th-20th Mar 09 (Tues-Fri)
it has been a pretty mundane march hols, just eating, studying and sleeping, i did had a busy week though as i needed to attend 2 piano lessons and amath tuition. anyway im gna post this video abt oprah and my advice for those christians oh are big fans of her is to pls be discerning and think twice whenever you hear words of 'wisdom' from her. most importantly, check the BIBLE when you have doubts of what she says.

a video on oprah denying christ

John 14:6 (NKJV)
6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.

hope that this video may help you reconsider taking up her advices so PLEASE dont be so guiliable and believe that everything she says is correct coz even a faithful servant of God makes mistakes, let alone her.

2009-03-15T22:18:00.007+08:00

14th March 09 (Sat)
went flagging tdy with abi, aaron and cherylL at suntec coz there was an IT fair which sells comps at super discounted prices. before that, we window-shopped around the place for an hour or so and then flagged for another hour +. the gd news is the prices have decreased rapidly. the bad news, you have to battle with the crowd for anything and EVERYTHING. jostling with the crowd was extremely time-consuming as we needed to even queue to take the escalator! X(

just simply look at the crowd

sercurity guards were needed to control the no of ppl walking up the escalator

i fell in love with this!!! :D

cherylL, abi, me and aaron

15th Mar 09 (Today)
went to church today and learnt abt the reason of praying despite the knowledge of God's infinite knowledge. ive learnt the 4Ds of prayer.

Direct

Direct prayer is the normal prayer that God would answer the way you like it or the way you expect.

Denied

Denied prayer is the request which God clearly says a big NO to when your requests are either unrealistic or with sin taken place in it.

Delayed

Delayed prayer is the prayer which God will answer after a super DUPER DUPER long time. one stupid example from my life would be that i received my first gameboy only 2 years after i prayed so briefly abt it.

Different

Different prayer is the most interesting prayer of all as the bible always says 'ask and it shall be given unto you, seek and you will find'. however, i always wonder when God dont seem to answer our prayers, could it be coz we are too impatient or and are just too blind to see that we fail to match the correct anwsers God has given us to all the wrong questions. ive always realized that even though God doesnt answer my prayers the way i want i want it, He still eventually manage to help me find a another path and hence, He does not only grants my request but more importantly, grants the meaning and the objective of my my requests.

eventually the Lord creates this will of His to please himself and more importantly for us as well. the Lord indeed moves in mysterious ways and im amazed of the miracles he caused! :D

Jeremiah 15:11 (NKJV)
The LORD said:
Surely it will be well with your remnant;
Surely I will cause the enemy to intercede with you
In the time of adversity and in the time of affliction.

ok im gna bed now bye!!! :D

2009-03-13T20:03:00.005+08:00

13th Mar 09 (Thurs)
brought a stephen chow movie called 'God of Cookery' for the senior citizens to watch today and the movie was like extremely hilarious until i almost laughed my head off and i was glad that many of the senior citizens were laughing. aft the movie, abi, cherylL and i went back into the accupucture room and played big2 for the 45mins with the door locked and lights out making sure that no one would notice us slacking inside the place. suddenly, we heard the sound of keys dingling and dangling and as we heard the sound of the key being inserted into the keyhole, we began panicking and giggling away hiding the cards away as fast as possible. as the nurse came in, she merly looked at us and took something out of the drawer in the room and then left off turning off the lights locking the door for us and we continued playing big2. aft service learning, we the 3 of us met aaron at vivo and together the 4 of us went to watch 'he's just not that into you'. during our 2 hour interval, we went window-shopping at the nike and addidas shops, played like a TOYS'R'US kid and had another game of big2. the movie was very funny and extremely witty woots! :D

13th Mar 09 (Thurs)
today is the last day of my service learning trip. i had fun talking to this old lady and it was really interesting how the staff over there were also trying to poke fun at her, she is seriously ADORABLE!!! :D

ive really enjoyed the past 3 days that i spent with the elderly. although, it was not as enjoyable as last year's trip, i believe and feel that this year's trip is definitely more memorable as ive done more than ive expected and even though the senior citizens didnt gave me the respond i expected, i know that God will want me to enjoy this trip as much as possible.

to cherylL/abi/aaron:
i really wanna thank you guys for an extremely wonderful time ive had with each and everyone of you. i feel that we have really bonded together despite all the trials that our class has been through. i once again truly thank the 3 of you for a remarkable time that weve have spent together. :D

photos:

cherylL, abi and i wearing class jersey

staff playing with adorable auntie

3 of us with the adorable auntie and uncle

MAHJONG LESSON!!!

sec4s entertaining the senior citizens

lil'sis WORKIN IT!!! XD

2009-03-12T00:15:00.001+08:00

MY TRUE FEAR

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Looked down on
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i think thats rather true.

2009-03-11T23:40:00.002+08:00

hey ppl! it has been abt a week since i last blog so here is a SUPER LONG UPDATE.

9th-10th Mar 09 (Mon-Tues)
super boring last two days of school for the term.

11th Mar 09 (Today)
went to QMSC for my service learning trip but brfore that, i met up with cherylL and aaron at a coffeeshop near commonwealth MRT in the morning and then MRTed to queenstown. the was one senior citizen whom i talked to who feel guilty for being a burden to his children and soon after, he started crying and i felt like totally clueless as i didnt expect to see anyone sad. i ended up alone patting his back for 5mins until marcus came to my rescue and taught me how to counsel him. another incident that happened was that i tried to talk to this old lady who only speaks canto leaving me absolutely puzzled and wondering what she is saying -_-. aft weve knocked off, charis, pamela, cherylL and i lunched at ikea and began talking for the next 3 hours reminiscing about the past. aft charis left, cherylL, pamela and i went to anchorpoint to window shop and sat at the foodcourt to continue our trip down memory lane.

today was FUNNNNN! lunch with charis, pam and cheryl was the BOMB!!! :D

2009-03-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

IN LOVE WITH THE NOOSE!!!

for those who wanna watch lulu pls start at 5:37.

2009-03-01T21:52:00.005+08:00

im gna blog abt something that ive learned from sunday school last week and it is survivng on Earth as a 21st Century christian and how to refrain from the PESTS.

Political
the politics today are getting more and more linient in sense of accepting sin as 'legal' in the law such as the current US president Obama letting the efforts of the USA Gay Rights Associations in demanding for their freedom prevail when it is clerly stated in the bible that homosexuality is an outright sin.

Economical
the economy is going through a serious downturn and during this time as we hope that many would come to the house of the Lord, many would turn to other alternatives to make ends meet such as going boarding the cruise ship for the weekend at the casino. if the economy continues to worsen for the next couple of years, many would start turning to gambling and with the IRs opening in the nxt few years to come, the poverty in singapore may even continue to increase.

Social
we are active socially especially for students like us who goes to school 5 times a week and meet up our friends often during the weekends and the holidays, it is actually the 2nd-most difficult aspect among the 5 to refrain from such as sex, violence, smoking and for less-serious cases such as spewing vulgarities and giving in to peer pressure by drinking alchohol. it is extremely difficult especially when you feel left out and far way from the ppl around you. however, the correct thing to do is to nvr stop turning to God in prayer coz He is indispensible and always rdy to talk you, His words are 100 times more precious than the lastest gossips in school, the hottest stars in hollywood etc. hence, when you feel like you are giving in to peer pressure, the first thing you must do is to turn to God in prayer. without His strength, resisting and fleeing from temptaion is practically impossible.

Technological

the latest ipod, iphone and the the $899 lenovo laptop that ive been dying to have. all this worldly possessions are simply just worthless and the internet is so dangerous that you may not even know that you accidentally click on a virus in disguise such as the current facebook virus around or maybe even porn.

Spiritual
the most important and the most difficult aspect among the 5 is spiritual coz there are so much conflicts among fellow christians, let alone conflicts among the non-christians. issues such as the gay pastor in singapore and charismatism which im really confused at the moment right as i dont know whether my church is being too stict or the charismatic movement is just plain wrong

in conclusion, i just wanna say that in the 21st Century, we as the light of the world and the salt of the earth must not fall into the evil hands of satan and i will end my post with a verse.

Romans 12:2 (KJ21)
And be not conformed to this world, but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

2009-02-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

27th Feb 09 (Fri)
IVE SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA THAT UPGRADING COMPUTER MEMORY WAS SO EASY!!! i mean, it is way simpler that most ppl think and it is definitely 100 TIMES cheaper than buying a new computer yet still, it is like buying a computer for just $60+ when buying a whole new one cost like $900-2000. all you need to do is simply just remove the plate and replace the RAM module of smaller memory like 256MB to a larger one like 1GB. this is the first time in 5 years that my attic computer has loaded in 5 seconds and with just $42 on a RAM module, it is more than worth it to DIY by simply just slotting it in with your very own hands! :D

28th Feb 09 (Today)
today 大姐 left for australia sigh... i wish that they would be able to stay in singapore and not roam around the world i mean singapore is where we belong and i dont wish to travel elsewhere...

2009-02-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

23rd Feb 09 (Mon)
phy test was like super easy and i really needa to thank God coz ive had no faith and was super worried.

24th Feb 09 (Tues)
chem test was like super duper duper difficult and i can guarantee you that my brain was decomposing like some ancient fossil from doing that test. honestly speaking, i like msT, she is a very good person and a friend and does have a good character but one thing bad abt her is that i cannot understand her teaching sigh... you cant have the best of worlds after all. :(

25th Feb 09 (Wed)
BRIDGED! BRIDGED! BRIDGED!
桥！桥! 桥!
:D

26th Feb 09 (Thurs)
was super duper dissapointed with the SL results tdy as i didnt get into the SCS with chelle and shengwei but rather got into quuenstoen activity centre which is almost the same thing i did last year. however, i believe that this year is gonna be just as fun as last yr im with cherylL, aaron, kenneth and lil'sis. :D

2009-02-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

16th Feb 08 (Mon)
today was the day where we students needed to sign up for which local sevice learning venue to go and like majority of the ppl, i wanted to go to the singapore chidren' society. at 2.14pm, i began hearing the second hand of the clock tick-tocking and and the moment i heard mrTan annoucing '5A you are dismissed', shengwei began rushing like a frantical mad man from the indoor sports hall all the way to the staff rms where the sign-up are. i chased aft him, telling him to take it easy but i ended up running aft him. when we reached the staff rm, shengwei wasnt able to fight with thoeodore for the form but ironically, i did and in fact theodore asked me to check which class am i. soon after, jeremy came writing down the names for himself and for some others and the students signing up for the singapore chidren society was ended up being dominated by the sec5s. not long after, war bgan to outbreak as the crowd came coming in like gramlins not caring how uncomfy it was to jostle with their bodies. im so glad that i survived the war! :D

17th Feb 08 (Tues)
had fun with the bridge gang! :D

18th Feb 08 (Yesterday)
survived piano and i really thank God for that coz im having a really bad throat infection and i was super tired.

19th Feb 08 (Today)
needed to see a doctor before my throat infection worsens and my voice box breaks. today was also the day where i needed to see 三姐 off the airport, first 大姐，二姐 and now 三姐 as well but im not going aussie coz i feel that that is not a really gd place for me and im deeply rooted to singapore, i not the type that would be able to sacrifice my current life(except financially) for my studies, to me everything must come in packages, i dont wanna do the same thing and the is something i will keep to.

okay i needa sleep now buenos noches! :D

2009-02-15T23:24:00.003+08:00

7th-12th Feb 09 (Mon-Thurs)
another banal week. however, im glad that a few more ppl finally know how to play bridge in class which means that more peeps to play bridge with woots! :D

13th Feb 09 (FRIDAY THE 13TH)
decided to run the 3.2km as i had faith in God that i will finish the race. despite the slight ligament pull in my ankle, i thank God that i was able to pull through and finish the race and indeed God's grace is sufficient for me.

14th Feb 09 (Yesterday)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

15th Feb 09 (Today)
another normal sunday.

oh well thats it for the week adidos! :D

2009-02-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

3rd Feb 08 (Wed)
had like a super stiff neck and the entire day i was feeling like super sick and down. thank God i did not attend piano yesterday coz ive forgotten to practice my piano for like 3 days and im like super exasperated concerning all that is happeninng. went to airport to see 二姐 off at the airport...

4th Feb 08 (Thurs)
another mundane day in school...

5th Feb 08 (Fri)
felt extremely moody today as my friends were talking abt my grades for the past 2 subjects that ive obtained from the Os i took last year. jeremy told me if i dont retake either one of my subjects, i would need to get an A1-A2 for everything else and that is like quite a difficult tsk to accomplish. i wanna get into the mass comm course in polytechnic and its like 9-11 pts but ive already got 3 pts for my Os, my sci(chem) is like kns and even if i do well in my other 3 subjects, ive no confidence that i would be able to get an A for the 3 of them as ive been through too many dissapointments and enormous setbacks to have high hopes on myself. i feel as if stuck at the crossroads. my family on the other hand, want me to use whatever time i have for 2 subjects to study my science and even if i do, im afraid that i would only get a B4 at best and B3 for the others. sigh...

6th Feb 08 (Today)
spent the whole morning stuying chemistry and the aftnoon mugging for sci(phy) as ive a test this coming monday, went for piano aft that.

Dear Father,
please help me Father to have 100% confidence in you that you would help me go through this difficult period of trials, tribulations, insecurity and fear that lurks around me. help me Lord not to worry but i ask of you that you would help me study my best and give my 100% concentration. help me to trust, hope and have faith that you would grant me 3 A1s for the upcoming Os this year and most importantly, pls help me do my best not just for my parents, not for myself but esp for you. i now not only commit but surrender everything into your hands
In Jesus name we pray,
Amen.

Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

2009-02-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

30th Jan 09 (Sat)
aft church went to my grandma's hse. i just love going to grandma's house on sat nights coz i get to meet my cousins! :D

1st Feb 09 (Sun)
im currently studying this book at sunday sch called 'if God knows why pray?' and ive found the lesson like super meaningful. if i have the time i would spnd my time blogging abt it but since my sis is telling me to make it snappy, i will blog abt it some other day.

2nd Feb 09 (Today)
felt rather moody today concerning my grades and the courses i wanna go in polytecnic. initially i felt like my family shut almost everything out of my life and i feel as if there is no air to breathe. i feel as if that they keep on imposing their views on me...

i shall not talk abt it any further so im abt to turn in now, buenos noches! :)

2009-01-29T22:39:00.002+08:00

28th Jan 09 (Wed)
after a 5 long days of CNY holidays, ive finally came back to school and boy the free periods were long and boring. ive spent my entire time revising for the physics test on the following monday. felt very relaxed until mrEzal dropped the bomb during SS(H) that there would be a SS test held tmr on diplomacy and deterrence and the class sorta started to feel the pressure and to think that them amath test was on fri, ive got a shock that the amath test was also tmr! thank God that i didnt have piano lesson on that day and i felt that God provided the extra time for me to study coz he knew there would be 2 tests tmr. PRAISE THE LORD!!! :D

29th Jan 09 (Thurs)
the SS test was rather tough as i felt that i didnt write much for the SEQ, it was too much for me to stuff all the facts in one day despite the time given for me to study. oh well, i did my best, i can only just leave everything into God's hands right now. as for the amath test, i would have to say that it is very manageable if though the 2nd question was extremely tedious. other than that, i spent the last 20 mins checking through if there are any careless mistakes that ive made. hence, i wanna thank the Lord once more for making the test paper manageable for me.

i just wanna end this post with 2 verses from the bible.

Lamentations 3:22-23 (21st Century King James Version)
It is through the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; great is Thy faithfulness.

ok, thats it for now, g2g, byee! :)

2009-01-27T12:32:00.002+08:00

23rd Jan 08 (Fri)
had CNY celebrations, received a orange-colored file as a 'hongbao'. heard the rap composed by the sec3 classes and i thought the one composed by 3H by the best. had to leave halfway during the performance as i needed to to go for my dental appointment, missed all the fun. :(

24th Jan 08 (Sat)
mugged...

25th Jan 08 (Sun)
had lunch with one of my father's closest friends and boy his kids are unbearably adorable! :D

26th Jan 08 (Mon)
spent themorning at home and boy am i glad that i would not need to go for morning visitation ever agin for the nxt few years as the weather on CNY is like super duper hot and the humidity is extremely high! XP spent the night at my maternal grandma's house and collected so many red packet! :D

27th Jan 08 (Tues)
in the morning, my nieces and nephews came today and played with the dog and they are quite lovable and friendly. later, my 姑妈s would be arriving at like 5+ for a visit so i will have lots of time to slack now. i wanna thank God that i need visit anybody's house for this year! :D

HERE IS WISHING EVERYONE 恭喜发财！

2009-01-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

19th Jan 09 (Mon)
had to lift the barbell for PE lesson and ive to say apart from lifting the barbell with strength, loads of techniques are required to lift the barbell up and ive to say that shane is really gd at it.

20th Jan 09 (Tues)
im really dissapointed with the message given by revChiang during chapel as it was rather shallow and dodgy, i expected his messages to be more substantial but i probably didnt hear one of his best messages yet i guess. a great news happened and that was 三姐 getting 1 put of the 70 in the dentistry course at THE UNIVERSITY OF MELBOURNE woots! my whole family was so shocked as we could not believe such a thing would happen to her. there are like millions of nerds and muggers around the world and yet she still got accepted into the course she wanted, this is really a blessing from God. :D

21st Jan 09 (Wed)
shengwei kept on stressing abt the screipt of the fashion parade which made me frustrated and stressed up as well coz he is like taking the stress up for everyone and there were still some who couldnt even care less. linear law for amath is super duper profound and i would have failed amath if i didnt have an amath tutor coz mrQ's teacher is simply... indescribable.

22nd Jan 09 (Thurs)
spent the first 3 free periods watching my classmates practising for the fashion parade. i have to say it is quite hilarious and i do like shengwei's script a lot. went for sci(chem) remedial aft school and i realize that only now i appreciate missTh as my chem teacher probably coz she was one of missYeo's closest friends and that she, like missYeo also render herself as mother to me. although, the class doesnt see it coz we only see twice a week, i really thank God for a teacher like her.

2009-01-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

tdy was rather reaxed as i need not attend MT and emath. i spent my time doing amath homework given by my tutor. afterwards, i spent the entire emath memorising chemistry notes. after school, had a class prayer meeting and one of the prayer requests mentioned was that mrTan would be able to bond even better and we would be able to have the mutual relationship we have with msYeo. right now, i feel that the citizens of 5A'09 are extremely estranged. true, everyone in class gets along well with one another but the enthusiasm of this class has subsided drastically and im really worried that the class may fall apart. oh well, i just needa pray to God abt it.

2009-01-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

hi! long time no blog, but thank GOD that the internet has FINALLY been fixed aft so long. i cant really blog as often as before coz im having my Os this yr so i wouldnt be blogging as often as usual. anyway, here are the results of the Os subjects i took last year.

Emath- B3
Chinese - C6

even though im still very dissapointed in myself for not getting an A1 for emath, i believed that i tried hard and that ive put in a lot of effort. as much as i want to retake, my mother doesnt allow me as she says that i should make full use of this time to ace in the remaining 4 subjects. its my duty as her son to submissively listen as the 2nd commandment says 'honor your father and mother'. okay, its getting late so i will be signing off now bye!!! :D

2009-01-09T15:58:00.002+08:00

hihi! its been a super long while since i last blogged and today is the second week of school. the internet wireless is faulty as it only functions during the daytime ok i g2g, bye!

2008-12-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

hey peeps! it has been quite a while since i last blogged, as ive said in my tagboard, ive been in melbourne for the past 7 days and though i did nothing much it has been really fun to enjoy the quality time that i had spent with my family. i too tired to blog abt what i did the past few days but ive enjoyed the time spent here was wonderful and i wanna praise the Lord for everything he has done.

2008-12-16T18:48:00.001+08:00

new songs i like!

1)Ne Yo - Mad
2)Beyonce - If I were a Boy

Ne Yo - Mad

LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
She's starin' at me
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Mmmmmm
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
Ohhh
And now is i'm yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me
All that that means
is neither of us is listening
[and what's even worse]
that we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]
But we wont let it go for nothin'
[no not for]
Nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got
Ohhh baby...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

(VERSE 2)

And it gets me upset, girl
when your constantly accusing.
[askin' questions like you've already known]
We're fighting this war, baby
when both of us are losing.
[This ain't the way that love is supposed to go].

Whoahhhh.....
[what happened to workin' it out]
We've fall into this place
where you ain't backin' down and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now...

It's all for..

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]
but we won't let it go for
nothin'...
[no not for]
Nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got
Ohhh baby...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

(BRIDGE)
Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
[perfect, perfect, ohh ohh]
and just how good it's gonna be
we can fuss and we can fightlong as everythings allright between us...
before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

2008-12-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

11th Dec 08 (Thurs)
went to seaworld today band it was funh. i went to snorkeled with my 2 big sisters and even though i sucked at it at first coz of all the salt water i swallowed, i soon got the hang of it and even start waving at the ppl who went underground looking at the animals. i saw many super duper lovely animals like the stingray and many more! :D

12th Dec 08 (Fri)
farewell gold coast, hello sydney. spent my first day in sydney just walking around the CBD area near my hotel and ate KFC for supper.

13th Dec 08 (Today)
went to the sydney fish market today and had such a SUMPTIOUS LUNCH!!! ive ate like 3FRESH, RAW oysters in lemon juice and ate countless pieces of raw salmon. this was the first time ive seen so many pieces of sashimi in my life and it was definitely one of the best sashimis ive ever tasted! :)

ive now only got 15 mins left at the internet cafe so i g2g now byee!!! :D

2008-12-10T17:17:00.003+08:00

yo readers! im currently blogging specially from gold coast, austalia at an internet cafe. have to say, i was reluctant to go for this vacation but now i may have second thoughts but it is rather expected coz i am going for a vacation (DUH!)... but im still sad that i cant attend the church camp coz God's word is definitely 10 times more edifying than this holiday trip to australia. anyway here my trip so far.

8th Dec 08 (Mon)
took the plane at midnight and arrived in brisbane at 0950. we were then brought by bus to our hotel and we started touring the place the moment we finish unpacking. met my two older sisters and we toured surfers' paradise for the day.

9th Dec 08 (Tues)
went to movieworld and boy it was FUN!!! initially, i wanted to go for the superman roller-coaster coz it was said to be the best ride in the place. however, after taking the scooby-doo coaster and the wild wild falls where i got myself totally drenched, i was too tired to take the superman roller-coaster and i was beginning to get a really bad sore-throat from screaming. the scooby-doo roller-coaster was really scary as i did not expect the tram to go down backward and that was when i screamed the most. my favourite two ride were the shrek 4D adventure and the road-runner roller-coaster. i reccomend these two rides is anyone wants to come to movie-world as it is not too boring and not too scary at the same time. :D

10th Dec 08 (Today)
spent half the day at the beach enjoying the cool breeze of the wind, the cold saltwater of the sea and of course suntanning and thankfully i didnt get sunburnt. however, i didnt get much tan either. :(

okay, i only have 34 mins left to use the computer as i paid $2 for an hour to use the internet cafe. my nxt update would probably be when im in sydney if not, definitely melbourne as i have internet in my own melbourne house bye!!! :)

2008-12-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

hihi! its been a long while since i last posted haha! anyway, right now im at the airport using the free computers internet services given as i will be going away to australia for a LONG LONG TIMEEE... many ppl may think im crazy but... i really am reluctant to go for this holiday trip coz i wanted to spend my time in sg with my classmates and churchmates for the coming church camps and for also missYeo's farewell dinner. oh well, for the sake of my parents, i shall grant them their wishes and join them for this holiday trip. i now needa to go to facebook as i only have 8 mins and 18seconds left to use the computer BYE NOW!!! :)

2008-12-02T15:19:00.002+08:00

am rather angry with my father today as he is like venting out all his anger on us just because the ppl in his office did a bad job. im really angry when he does that and it would be a miracle if he doesnt talk for one day and it would be a bigger miracle if he stop talking abt how everyone else sucks except himself. he keeps o saying that he dosent know all and that he is not the best, but deep down inside his heart, he thinks so highly of himself as if he is some prime minister who thinks everything he do is so noble and brave!!! i am seriously very angry with him right now as he nvr stop criticizing ppl thinking as if the whiole world is lousier than him. i seriously furious with him but i cant express it out. :X

2008-11-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

#1 DRUG ADDICTION TO REFRAIN FROM
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tvb dramas

IM SUPER ADDICTED TO TVB DRAMAS. SOMEONE PLS SEND ME TO REHAB HAHA!!!

but i will say no no no anyway XD...

the storyline of tvb dramas are so interesting and the twists and turns of the show is really unexpected in the storyline. my sister bought the 'moonlight resonance' on DVD at ebay.com yesterday for just $11!!! and in the rental shops it is on lease for 3 weeks and the price for $42.

i will stop blogging here to buenos noches! :D

2008-11-20T14:41:00.002+08:00

17th-20th Nov 08 (Mon-Thurs)
spent majority of my time watching hongkong dramas. im currently watching 'moonlight resonance' which is supposed to be the follow-up of 'heart of greed'. the show simply ROCKS!!! i encourage everyone to watch this show as it is super duper exciting! :D

BAD NEWS
receieved terrible information from my classmates that missYeo would be transferring to another school. i saw many of my classmates' blogs expressing their grievances abt her departure. i myself am heartbroken over this saddening case. she has been our teacher for the past 2 years and she helped me a lot when it comes to strengthening my faith in God spiritually. oh well, God has a special plan for everyone of us and we must show to her that the entire 4F'08 will excel in their Os in 2009! God bless you missYeo, 4F'08 loves you! :)

2008-11-15T19:11:00.003+08:00

11th Nov 08 (Tues)
spent the day watching 'on the first beat', 'war of in-laws 2'. i think im ADDICTED TO HK DRAMAS!!! HAHA! XD

12th Nov 08 (Wed)
thank God that i managed to pull off my performance at piano lesson as i didnt really practise much phew...

13th Nov 08 (Thurs)
went for amath remedial. i continued reading 'the shack' and ive to say the book so far was rather inspiring and i am reminded by that when things dont often come our way, we still know that God is still there but we lose our trust in Him. we want to believe but our hearts tell us that we are worn out. However, im reminded that things are always happening for our own good. ive re-learnt how to count my blessings and felt blessed by looking at how uch God gave me.

14th Nov 08 (Fri)
watched 'madagascar 2' with ale and sarah today and the movie was HILARIOUS!!! had a wonderful time with them laughing and crapping all the way. sadly, this is the last time we go out in secondary school. :( however, i have faith that our friendship will continue to grow strong coz tested friendships are the true ones and our friendship has been tested time and time again and i thank God that he helped us prevail. :D

15th Nov 08 (Today)
went to church today and the message was on 'spiritual enthusiasm'. after today's message, i realized that i havent been walking close to God as muich as before and i feel as if im drifting apart from Him. Thankfully, i managed to listen to this message reminding me to draw closer to Him. i think i should start praying for a longer period of time in order to keep my faith strong in him.

2008-11-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

9th Nov 08 (Sun)
went to church and slacked the whole day.

10th Nov 08 (Today)
went for amath remedial and had lunch with darren. came home and spent the whole day playing viwawa.

2008-11-08T13:49:00.002+08:00

this week in summary...

3rd - 4th Nov 08 (Mon-Tues)
mugging for chinese

5th Nov 08 (Wed)
O LEVEL CHINESE EXAMINATION!!! i can tell you how afraid i was over the fact that i wasnt and secondly, I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY CHINESE DICTIONARY!!! thank God that jacqueline had an extra or else i would have flunk in my paper1. paper2 was a lot easier than i expected to be and im glad that it was super smooth-sailing.

6th Nov 08 (Thurs)
CLASS CHALET woots!!! have lotsa fun playing captain's ball, bridge and of course BBQ-ing! :D

7th Nov 08 (Fri)
burnt the midnight oil by playing indian poker, pig and slapjack with shengwei, joel, ks, pat, gwenn, missYeo and missThio. :D

missYeo gave us horrible news that we may not be her form class nxt yr! AHHH!!! i would just pray hard that she would remain as our form teacher.

the moment i got home, i showered and took a LONG NAP from 12+-4.30pm. IVE NVR SLEPT SO LONG HAHA! XD

7th Nov 08 (Sat)
had my first amath lesson with the tutor today. the tutor is quite niceee! :)

setting out for church now, later! :D

2008-10-31T10:47:00.003+08:00

ive posted two new songs on the blog

1) David Archuleta - When you Believe
2) Kate Voegele - Kindly Unspoken

the first song is really meaningful to me and i love this song because we as christians always take God for a genie in a bottle. and when weve been 'let down', he fufills our wishes in the unexpected.

to someone:
im dedicating this second song to you. although im acting oblivious, i know a lot and as we move on, you will be somewhere special in my heart. i will bury you deep down in my heart.

2008-10-30T18:50:00.002+08:00

the emath paper2 today was easy, yet tedious. i skipeed the entire cumalative frequency question but i thank God i managed to correct the careless mistakes ive commited. anyway God's will has been done and he will do whats best for those who love him so let me officially anounce that... EMATH EXAM IS OVER!!! :D

HAPPY BDAY SARAH!!! :D

2008-10-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

hey! i studied in sch today and it TEN TIMES MORE PRODUCTIVE!!! anyway as the Os are here ive put up a new song on the blog.

1) Ana Laura - Completely

hope you will enjoy this song and
REMEMBER: PUT EVERYTHING YOU HAVE IN GOD AND HE WILL DO WHATS BEST FOR YOU!! :D

2008-10-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

24th Oct 08 (FRIDAY- EMATH O LVL PAPER 1)
it was really scary i must say. howver, when i arrived in school, i wasnt as scared as when i was at home. i kept on praying to God that i would do the paper really slowly and steadily and my class prayed together one more time before we entered into the hall so asking God that we would be able to check all the careless mistakes. thankfully, God answered my prayer. i did the paper as slowly as i could and i still had 10 mins to check my script after i completed it and that was when i managed to correct LOADS of careless mistakes. THANK LORD!!! :D

25th Oct 08 (Sat)
had lunch today with my cg'mates at far east plaza, HAD A GREAT TIME!!! :D

26th Oct 08 (Sun)
went for my first lesson at sunday school today and im glad that i overcome my diffidity by trying to interact.

27th Oct 08 (Today)
went out with my parents today for breakfast at IMM and came back home. studied for the past 1-2 hours.

i dont know why but i seem to have less confidence for this thursday's Os, im afraid that i would just have enough time to finish the paper and no time to check for the careless mistakes that i commit. but i shall do my utmost best not to worry, for worrying means not trusting God and thats wrong. ok thats all for today, i g2g now bye!!! :D

2008-10-22T09:44:00.003+08:00

18th Oct 08 (Sat)
went to church today and we did this activity where a christian hymn and a pop song was being played at the same time, at the same volume. and we were supposed to hear the 2 songs and come with a conclusion stating which song is actually louder. initially, when i hear the two songs, i could barely hear the hymn and could hear only the pop song most of the time. thus, i prayed to God, asking him to help me hear more of the hymn instaed of the song, and after a while, i could hear the hymn more frequently than the song. this activity reminds me of the times when im struggling with sin in this world. we, as the the ambassdors of God often fail and let God down by sinning. and like the two different music being played, we have difficulties choosing between what is right and was seems right. i admit that i as a christian often sin and as hard as i try, i still choose to sin by gossiping, slandering doing things that upset God. however, we must take a stand eventually, and i may say that i choose God, but who knows whether i may backslide in the future. although i still sin and have commited sins, i thank the Lord that he has given me so much mercy to start again. :)

19th Oct 08 (Sun)
the day where russell and i got baptized. if you knew how nervous russell was, he told me that he legs were trembling HAHA! XD but i have to say that my heart was beating profusely, coming into the pressence of God and doing your best to trufully commit you life to him for 'the heart is deceitful' and we may not even know what our hearts are thinking. i wanna thank missYeo and mrsWong coming to our baptism. :D

me, russell, missYeo and mrsWong

20th- 22nd Oct 08 (Mon - Wed)
studying the past few days! Os are starting on friday so im gna hit the books now BYE!!! :D

2008-10-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

15th Oct 08 (Wed)
boring day i say. i forgotten what happened actually.

16th Oct 08 (Thurs)
missYeo was absent hence we sorta slack through some of the lessons. today, chelle, cherylL, XX and shengwei learnt bridge as we were getting bored of playing big2. we had a very enjoyable time :D.

17th Oct 08 (Today)
we had a class party today and it was SUPER DUPER FUN!!! we played charades, and musical chairs. in musical chairs, the final 2 melanie and faihan were hilarious, when the music was played, melanie and faihan were putting their hands so close to chair walking around it making the whole class laugh HAHA!!! XD

had a fun time today! I LOVE 4F'08!!! oh ya, russell and i are getting baptized this sunday if you want attend the service, pls go to my church website to find out how to get there.

LIFE BP CHURCH WEBSITE

2008-10-14T09:13:00.002+08:00

13th Oct 08 (Yesterday)
quite a slacky day as i didnt go for the tp program and few of my other classmates joined me self-studying in the class. desmond was like singing touch my body and missYeo called him a pervert HAHA! XD spent the afternoon with jeanette, abigail, patten, daniel and jon solving a super duper difficult riddle! mother finally help me buy THE SHACK YAY!!! but then she doesnt allow me to read the book till aft exams. :(

14th Oct 08 (Today)
right now using rictus' laptop. ok g2g now, back to the books later! :)

2008-10-11T22:29:00.004+08:00

been a really long day today. woke at 8.15am in the morning for breakfast and had chinese tuition at 8.30. my chinese tutor said i was improving yay!!! i feel more confident of getting my B3 in chinese. :) had church in the afternoon and went to grandma's house at night for dinner. afterwards, i had a heart-to-heart talk and a hilarious time with jordan abt our lives and she made me a camwhoring partner HAHA! XD

random shots

and RETARDED FACES!!! XD

i guess she one of my favourite cousins coz she is the same age as me. anyway, im signing off now as dusk is setting. buenos noches!!! :D

2008-10-11T13:56:00.004+08:00

few photos to upload that i took in school for the past few weeks...

jiamei, yiwei, sarah, ale

sarah and i

desmond carrying patten HAHA! XD

2008-10-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

ive finally got the lyrics for the song i wanted.

1)Jennifer Hudson- Jesus promised me a place over there

i really want to thank God for such a wonderful promise he made for us and i felt that this song expresses how i feel. hope this song rejuvinates everyone.

1 John 1 : 5
This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.

2008-10-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

9-10th Oct 08 (Yesterday/Today)spent the entire pass few days with my classmates playing big2, cheat, blackjack and a new game i learnt called pig. it has been quite fun the past few days and i can truly say that we really study hard and at the same time, play hard as a class and honestly speaking, i sorta enjoy studying emath. :D

man i cant wait to go for LTF tmr and have a great time with church'mates fellowshipping and eating HAHA! XD

2008-10-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

i had 4 HOURS OF MATHEMATICS LESSON TODAY!!! can you actually believe it! my brain is abt to rot from all that math. X( english class was fun as it hyped up the monotonous atmosphere. i loved watching the youtube videos shown on the comp. ok, i needa sleep now g2g!!!

2008-10-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

6th Oct 08 (Yesterday)
today was a rather quiet day, as my class was the ONLY CLASS that is having lesson, the school was rather peaceful and the scenery was extrmely sprawling!!! :) and I THANK THE LORD THAT IVE GOT A B3 FOR MY EMATH PARER ONE!!! :D

7th Oct 08 (Today)
today missYeo brought a very inspiring movie for us to watch and i was really touched by it and my favourite part the movie was when the assistant coach taught the boy to kick the ball well by using the bible scripture.

Matt 7: 13-14
Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.

i felt that this verse really tell me the heavy yet worthy prize of being a christian, which is to be with God in Heaven. many ppl think that christians hold on to a God to make them feel good abt themselves and want ppl to think that they are some 'holy saint'. however, we hold on to God for the beacause we want to glorify God's name and do everything sinless for him. many think that, the stronger you faith in God, the less risks you have to take. however, the exact-opposite truth is that, the stronger your faith in God, the higher the risk you have to take on being a christian as many put higher hopes, higher expectations and greater perspectives of you so when you sin, you would become more consious and the guilt in you will increase. being a christian is 10 TIMES TOUGHER than how non-christians stereotype us. however, i know that if im able to accomplished the tasks Lord gave me on this earth and be able to have patience, persistence and will-power with God's strength, i will be able to fit through the narrow and be in God' arms once again.

2008-10-03T17:45:00.002+08:00

2nd Oct 08 (Yesterday)
boring day. the shocking news was officially publicised on that day. anyway, i shall not talk abt what happened in school and move on to the period where sarah, valerieT and i studied in missYeo. it was seriously boring and my mind was filled with nothing but emath and i felt bored, then i saw sarah's super messy file and decided to organize her file and boy did it took at least half an hour to reorganize it and the pockets in her file are super clean and new which means she nvr really used them. i felt like i finally did something that was productive and it had nothing to do with emath YAY!!! however, joy and ale said that ive wasted half an hour organizing her file coz she is definitely gna mess it up... AGAIN HAHA! XD

3rd Oct 08 (Today)
last day of school for the sec4 express students and i emo-ed a little. what can i say, it is really saddening that great friends like aletheia, sarah and joycelyn will be leaving real soon. although i know we will still keep in contact, im sure im gna miss them LOADS!!! oh well i still have 3F'07-4F'08-5A'09 and i will make the best out of it.

Our Father in Heaven
i thank you Lord for this last day of school for the sec4 expess students, i thank you Lord for a great 4 years which flew by and throughout the good and bad seasons, i thank you Lord for ale, joy and sarah who have been here by me side and throughout the friendship probs we faced, i thank you Lord that you have strengthen and still are strengthening our friendship. although they are now going their separate ways while i stay put, i pray to you Lord that our friendship will stay strong and come what may, may you help us to love one another and put you in the centre of our friendship. i thank you Lord for these 4 years that you not only bless me, but also them with. amy you continue to make ale more outspoken, joy more bubbly and sarah as lively as ever. i pray and ask this in Jesus' name.
Amen.

2008-10-02T21:30:00.002+08:00

1st Oct 08 (Yesterday)
HAPPY HARI RAYA PUASA!!! spent the entire public holiday doing homework and whenever im not studying hard, im SLACKING HARD!!! :) wanted to buy 'shack' from popular but mum dont allow me until Os are over, oh wellg2g now mum wants to use comp! :)

2008-09-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

29th Sept 08 (Yesterday)
the school sounds so much more peaceful than usual. ive to admit im someone that doesnt really like noise and big crowds so i really appreciate the emptiness of the school and the pressence of its peacefulness. had recess with ale and chloe and ive to say this but, only 11 4A students came to school today as the remaning 74% of the class actually planned to pon school as they find 2 hours of english rather useless haha XD!!!

30th Sept 08 (Today)
during chapel today, mr owyong gave every sec4s and 5s a purple booklet filled with decdications from the teachers and boy do i have to say it was touching. plus, there was one page specially decdicated to the choirsters haha! i LOVE MRSTAN, MSTAN and MRHO!!! :) to brighten our mood, missThio gave us lollipops as a children's day present and missYeo treated the whole class to a free drink! :)

tmr is HARI RAYA PUASA!!! hence, i need not go to school but i gotta stay home and mug and if im blessed enough, i hope my parents would buy me 'the shack'. anyway, ive changed the song on my blog and im a jazz-/soul/RnB-lover so i hope you would enjoy the 2 songs ive posted, 1 on the blog and the other on this post.

1)Jennifer Hudson - I Am Changing
2)Jennifer Hudson - Jesus Promised Me A Home Over There

ive posted these two songs today for everyone who are going through tough times now, i hope you guys would feel encourage. remember, 'Trust in the Lord, and he will straighten your paths.'

Jennifer Hudson - Jesus Promised Me A Home Over There

2008-09-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

23rd Sept 08 (Tues)
the graduation service was super long!!! the entire service was extended by half an hour and my stomach was growling louder the a lion's roar. my parents came back from London aft 2 tiring weeks there renovating their apartment.

24th Sept 08 (Wed)
i thank God for survivng through the entire piano lesson as i didnt really practise much but to my dissapointment, ive only got a 118/150 for my piano exam haiz... oh well at least i didnt fail thank God for that.

25th Sept 08 (Thurs)
studied with sarah, jiamei and valerieT after school during missY's classrm until 4+. we were crapping abt the noose and kept on saying how funny it is like the singaporean RnB singer 'gor kak'(50 cent) and a lot of other jokes.

26th Sept 08 (Fri)
studied with joy and sarah today after school. seeing them slacking makes me feel sleepy! XD

27th Sept 08 (Today)
went for ale's piano concert today and i have to say this, her piano teacher is BALISTIC!!! she cracks up jokes out of the sudden and went two of her students of the opposite sex were supposed to present a duet together she said 'there is something going on between them but they didnt do it'. i expected piano teachers to be like solemn, serious-looking and emo but she is just so loud!!! XD

2008-09-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

19th Sept 08 (Fri)
darren gave me a mug decorated with piano keys on it as a belated bday present. english lesson what THE BOMB!!! playing comp in comp lab rocks my socks!!! :)

20h Sept 08 (Sat)
went for LTF(church) today and the message spoken today was on 'dressing adam & eve', ive RE-learnt that vanity is quite wrong and we should dress our best which is pleasing to the Lord. dinner at grandma's house ROCKS!!! had a super duper long talk with jord.

21st Sept 08 (Sun)
went for baptism class today with russell and i went straight home aft service. the rest of the day was rather relaxed as i slept for an hour an a half, played Big2.5 for an hour plus on viwawa and only did half an hour on emath haha... XD

22nd Sept 08 (Today)
played Big2 with chelle, cherylL, XX and shengwei during recess, it was super funn!!! however, i had to accomplish loads of tasks aft school which worn me out by the time i got home.

1)finish the homework missT gave on the sci(chem) TYS
2)went for a haircut
3)buy ice-cream for sis

the homework on the TYS was super difficult, ive sorta struggled through the qns. secondly, the trip to jurong east from school was longer than usual. to dampen my mood, i did not get the ideal haircut i wanted at QB house... oh well when you are on a budget, desperate times comes for desperate measures. :(

to ale and darren:
i wanna thank you 2 for the bday mugs as i really appreciate it very much!!! :D