18th Oct 08 (Sat)
went to church today and we did this activity where a christian hymn and a pop song was being played at the same time, at the same volume. and we were supposed to hear the 2 songs and come with a conclusion stating which song is actually louder. initially, when i hear the two songs, i could barely hear the hymn and could hear only the pop song most of the time. thus, i prayed to God, asking him to help me hear more of the hymn instaed of the song, and after a while, i could hear the hymn more frequently than the song. this activity reminds me of the times when im struggling with sin in this world. we, as the the ambassdors of God often fail and let God down by sinning. and like the two different music being played, we have difficulties choosing between what is right and was seems right. i admit that i as a christian often sin and as hard as i try, i still choose to sin by gossiping, slandering doing things that upset God. however, we must take a stand eventually, and i may say that i choose God, but who knows whether i may backslide in the future. although i still sin and have commited sins, i thank the Lord that he has given me so much mercy to start again. :)

19th Oct 08 (Sun)
the day where russell and i got baptized. if you knew how nervous russell was, he told me that he legs were trembling HAHA! XD but i have to say that my heart was beating profusely, coming into the pressence of God and doing your best to trufully commit you life to him for 'the heart is deceitful' and we may not even know what our hearts are thinking. i wanna thank missYeo and mrsWong coming to our baptism. :D

me, russell, missYeo and mrsWong